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permanent
01:57
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i thought it would be okay
to give us some distance
i waited for you to reach out
but never got a message
i then wake up to a text
one from a friend
that says, jake i'm sorry bud, she's with someone
cause they knew i had a crush on you
coffee beans and all
i checked your story
and see you with some random dude
was i just a nuisance
or was it always meant to be like this?
the only thing permanent
is the continuous cycle
of everyone i love
disappearing
tossing and turning
in this california heat
i'm starting to accept
no one will love me
no one will love me
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2. |
guardrail
01:17
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you're in my dreams
oh wait, no you're not
i saw you there
or maybe it's your ghost again
now i know what Jack meant
always in the graveyard
of dead memories and friends
dreaming about a past life at college
when i talk to new people everyday
you're still haunting me
you hit a pothole on the freeway
but didn't go over the guardrail
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3. |
used
01:26
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it seemed like you wanted something more
but you just want me to be your toy
my life's stuck on repeat
we only talked for a few days
although nothing happened
i felt used after you stopped responding
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4. |
gnat
03:40
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your eyes are blue
but i thought they were green
i'm thinking about you
and our home by the sea
you're a mushroom
in the forest
you're a fungi in bloom
by the riverbed
i don't want to hurt you
you're the bug i can't kill
you hate it when people call you by your name
but i love you natali
you frightened me one night
your voice was deeper
and sounded hostile
but i'm glad our talking
made you feel alright
we are worms
moving about in the soil
all we have is time
before us
i don't want to hurt you
you're the bug i can't kill
you hate it when people call you by your name
but i love you natali
i'll hold you eventually
in my arms
keeping my strawberry
safe and warm
i don't want to hurt you
you're the bug i can't kill
you hate it when people call you by your name
but i love you natali
but i love you natali
but i love you nataliiiiiiiiiiiiiii
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hopeful mess Covina, California
an alternative acoustic singer/songwriter that just wants to tell their life story through music.
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