1. |
progress
02:08
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i stay up late
picking at my skin
here we go
it's happening again
the thoughts are back
i need to clear the air
i need a distraction
yet nobody cares
look at all the progress
gone in an instant
i don't want to bother anyone
cause i know they won't listen
so i sit in silence
keep everything bottled up
running out of things to do
if i go outside, i'll melt
i'm a frozen treat
on the inside, i'm empty
need to feel anything
except this stupid fucking headache
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2. |
what i deserve...
00:50
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some days
i want to remind myself the feeling of a razor blade
i know i deserve it
because i'm a fucking idiot
because i'm a no good lying sack of shit
who should have his back in a bed of nails instead of a soft blanket
i deserve death for what i did
i deserve death for what i did
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3. |
...and what i didn't
03:30
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you
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4. |
dissociate
01:08
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this is a new feeling
one where i'm not real
everything is as i feared
and my skin, it peels
but i'm floating in the void
listening to minecraft music at 11 pm
i'm not sad and yet
there a single teardrop making it's way down my forehead
i don't understand this feeling
but i will live with it
for the time being
i'm flying, and am dead
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5. |
reset me
01:56
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don't know why i keep going on
typing this down while fantasizing about a razor in my arm
i know it's because i'm lonely and an attention whore
where the fuck were my parents when i was a boy?
everyone leaves eventually
i'm not happy, i'm just acting
find out what's wrong with me
it's fall again, time to reset
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6. |
change of scenery ii
01:57
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in the same house as i was 3 years ago
no kit kat, just a baja blast and grilled cheese burrito
i wonder how much plane tickets are now
wouldn't matter cause we don't talk anymore
still wanting to fall apart at the seems
i miss your accent and the way you speak
i couldn't sleep so i re-read our messages
again.
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7. |
unhappy new year ii
03:30
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starting over again
still got a couple screws loose
buy a screwdriver and dig into my skin
but what's that gonna do?
not much in the long run
50/50 : it was fun / it sucked
falling into the pit
or dropping food during the banquet
i just want to see you
and your smile
we met earlier this year (august)
didn't have to walk for miles
still touch starved as always
doesn't everyone feel this way,
or is just me
still running through this pain?
when will it truly end?
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hopeful mess Covina, California
an alternative acoustic singer/songwriter that just wants to tell their life story through music.
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